yo-yo-coaster

Checkin: How’s your mood? What is conditioning you? How are you taking care of yourself? What are you grateful for? What do you want to accomplish today?

I’m still feeding on saturday’s walk energy. So pretty. It felt so good. So needed. I want more of it. For myself, my family, and for us all. There’s so much to explore in these short adventures; on how to enjoy the challenge, and ourselves, and one another, with all the small discomforts, conflicts, tensions, even the pain.

There’s not much more left (energy). On a sensitive rollercoaster. Emotionally drained. Bad nights. The body is still craving movement, but is unsure, constrained, conditioned. Yesterday was a very inconsolable day. It was suffocating, got stuck in loops, tired, sleepy, deeply sad.

Missing Kako. We both are so fragile, sensitive. Distant from each other. Broken hearted. The resentment in his eyes is so painful. I’ve been feeling more anxious, and despairing.

Dante is playing so much and eating so well. All sweet and warm. He’s brewing something, though; all restless and clingy, teething?

Sad that Ayo didn’t get the internship. And that I didn’t get to talk to him yet.

Having fun with all the cuties filling my days. Showing off their new haircuts.

The book is almost paid and it’s both a relief and a challenge not to want so much more from it. Expectant and a little anxious with the municipality support/partnership, I’m just hoping that they’ll be more responsive and agile with the payments and distribution this time.

News of the website and project pages are inciting me to rethink how we want to communicate.

Nourishing yoga at the center this morning.

What do you want to accomplish today?

Since my last checkin I:

[x] Book: Meet CMP + Send follow up email with proposal and update the rest of the team
[x] mM: Invite tracy to join us on saturday
[x] Check/clean inbox + Respond to messages + Write checkin and share
[x] Communication/Website: Revisit doc + List posts, ideas and tasks
[] Largo: Call back João Barba (no answer)
[x] Book: Respond to website message
[x] Book: Follow up with partners and start invoicing them > Checkin with Joel and Surfers Lodge and send invoices
[x] OK Casa: Check bank account + Add user
[x] Funding: Huddle for CPF application
[x] Alexandra: Organize/Clean doc + Prepare post + Meet to checkin and post > Thu, 4:30pm
[x] Montez125: Talk with Diana and a couple more neighbors to know more about the rowdy next door neighbor
[x] OK kids > Fri
[x] mM: Long walk Peniche <> São Bernardino > Sat (25th)
[x] OK weekly > Mon, 10am
[x] OK Kids > Mon
[x] Drawings get-together: Post new dates > 3rd @clube + 16th @biblioteca + Make posters, distribute/share
[x] LMAML: Prepare neighbor's letters + Deliver at the library

Today I want to:

[x] Check/clean inbox + Respond to messages + Write checkin and share
[] Book: Follow up with Gracal and set visit to make the adjustments there
[] Translate and publish english version of the new sanudunas post
[] Communication/Website: Revisit doc + List posts, ideas and tasks
[] Largo: Call back João Barba
[] Book: Check the books for adjustments


MAYBE
[] Buy screen protectors, phone case, magic keyboard for the ipad

NEXT:

[] Communication/Website: Revisit doc + List posts, ideas and tasks
[] Publish english version of the new sanudunas post
[] Content: Make new version of the book case-study
[] Set sessions to discuss FiC/Human Capacity > Set with Daniela + Set with Gonçalo + Set with Joana
[] Continue to work on formats and ideas for exercises and cards game #FiC/Human Capacity > Play with Ana Vicente, maybe a performance?
[] LMAML: Gather inspiration and references in the doc + Find a way to gather what people are sharing, test free automation tools + Send update in the group and set a second meetup
[] Admin: Organize tasks to follow up with (ie: payments, todos for accounting)
[] Montez125: Set a session with everyone (owners and tenants) to discuss care practices #FiC
[] Willowtrees: Write update + Contact schools
[] Clean/organize files computer, phone and external hard drives


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[] Go to Thomas exhibition > Sat, afternoon
[] Drawings get-together > Sun, 3pm at CRP
[] OK Monthly > Mon, 10am